I dont know what is the matter with me. I was doing fine this morning. Had my coffee and that was it. I needed to go visit my daughter, so just before I arrived at her house I bought a Diet Coke from McDonalds. I did well, she feed the kids lunch and I declined the grilled cheese sandwich they offered up. All this I do only to come home and get a call from my son at work and he tells me he feels sick and is hungry, but has no money. I decide I am gonna go get him some Del Taco, but the other kids get wind of this and want some as well. No worries I will just get a soda I tell myself, but I get there and I am starving! So I break down and have not only a burritos, but a MEDIUM fry as well!! By the time I get back home it is too late to purge! That was 800 plus calories I just consumed! Holy shit I am pissed at myself! So the only thing I can do is laxatives….
I told the kids they can fend for themselves for dinner. I am NOT tempting myself again!
